Untitled- Part 2.

I honestly don’t think I am out of the water yet.   

I had one of the saddest times in a long time.  After all of the drama went down.   I went to the Wal-Mart and just walked around.  It was really depressing because I seen couples.  All I did was walk,  I didn't want to lay in the bed medicated to keep me calm and be depressed or sleep.   I was emotionless.   

I thought it was time at this point.   “I announced I am no longer in a relationship”.   I found out later that was a serious reality check for him. 

We had a deep conversation.  He promised me that he will be only with me.   I believe it in people getting one more chance.  

Now, I know most of you are thinking with my ego.   I didn’t explode.   I didn’t have an E.R visit.  I wasn’t like Missy Elliot forced to drive a 1983 rusted Buick with missing rims.  (what im saying, no one died) haha.    I handled it calm and collected.   I will admit the Pfizer Corp and AstraZeneca did help me a lot.   I did have to take sedative medications so I could lay down so I wouldn’t say something I wouldn’t regret.  I was also breaking down in the middle of places.  

Now, I will admit and it is inevitable that I will temporarily have trust issues.  

November 19th, 2009 

I think this will be kind of useful.  Here is our text messaging history.   Some of them I did not select to be in this export.  Some of them were I had to pixelate to keep GWU’s integrity.   The arrow to the 704-813 number is to me, and its vice versa. Skydeck is a information management system.  Skydeck Client runs on my blackberry.  When I make a call or get a call, send or receive a text it sends the data to the Skydeck Management Server.   i use it mostly for contact syncing.   I know I am going to get some stalker now.  


To save the stalker some time.   704-813 is a Gastonia, North Carolina based and the provider is "CELLCO PARTNERSHIP DBA VERIZON WIRELESS - NC" 


My number on my Facebook 704-819 is a Charlotte, North Carolina based and the provider is "SUNCOM WIRELESS OPERATING COMPANY".    


you can find that info from google.   So don't waste your time people who "think" they are stalking.   It works like  (Area code)-(Provider & City)-(Subscriber number) so you can get that info just from the area code and first three digits.  

You can click on the picture to make it bigger to read. 


Now we had some convo's on aim in between.  

I am showing that to show that I didn't use any "bad words" or drop the F-bomb haha.   


Here are some of the facebook statuses.   


(I deleted on the feed where it said "justin is now single" "and "from single to a in a relationship)"

The next one was after I changed my relationship status 

My ringtone now is (it was this before "untitled occurred":

 I'm sick of all my judges

so scared of what they'll find

But I know that I can make it

As long as somebody takes me home,

every now and then...

Well have you ever seen the lights?

Have you ever seen the lights?

I took a shuttle on a shockwave ride

where people on the pen pull the trigger for accolades

I took a bullet and I looked inside it

Running through my veins an American masquerade

You know I see London, I see Sam's Town

holds my hand and let's my hair down

Rolls that world right off my shoulder

I see London, I see Sam's Town now

Sam's Town- The Killers 

I am honestly not sure how I was calm and collected like I was.   Thats a miracle right there.   

With Love, Peace and Prayers:

Justin A. Morgan