Life is unreal; being accustom to know what is around every corner was comforting. Now, I find myself not knowing. I certainly did not plan this or expect this. Although, I wanted it so bad for a long time, we all know what I wanted, a relationship. I have found it, I am happy. Some pictures I cannot post of me because of "Gardner-Webb"Integrity. I wasn't doing anything "bad" just the "nature/scene/background" of the pictures. GWU you know how they play Facebook Police. Like we are all little perfect "christianized" children. If I told you why, why not post the picture.
(I was not under the influence in the picture), haha
Ok, it was our One Month! It was amazing. Although what I normally write is complaining/funny things. I learned he is an amazing writer from a short story he read to me on the way down there. Ok, we arrived at the beach. It smelled like ass at Broadway at the Beach, It smelled like the lake was a sewer. It did look amazing will all of the christmas stuff. Im not exactly sure how I end up scaling the walls like something out of spider man, well it looked like spiderman handicapped edition since I did it. We went and got mexican food although the conversation then was Allison and I operating on Monique (cat from anatomy). I was going to wait to after we ate, he was interested. haha. I tell you right now, I was about to whoop some ass, between Verizon Navigator and "Beau"Navigator. (I love you beau haha). We made it to the beach after seeing like 900 cops. There were like a million birds in the water and on the beach. You know how the beach has the water outlets that run down the beach. Well we came upon one. I heard splashes when I was about to cross. I looked closer and couldn't see anything. I knew it wasn't a bird because they were white. Well I stepped up to the edge and it splashed right in front of me I screamed and ran. Yeah. I was freaked. I thought it was like alligator or something haha. (yeah, for real). (there are alligators in Lake Norman and the river). It was really the sand eroding into the small stream. We spent time on the beach. I decided to take off my shoes and have sand therapy and I wanted to walk in the water. Well first thing I did was loose my shoes (it was dark). After finding them. We were walking back to the car and I realized I lost my blackberry on the beach! (I was caught up in the moment). We went back and found it. When leaving there was this drunk girl yelling "MONKEY" from her balcony. Of course I respond with monkey noises. I let him drive my car back, yeah someone other than me drove it. I have had many stressed/tension/cluster headaches over the past few days. These headaches were incurable by high-powered prescription medications. My doctor said it could be altitude changes.
Here is what helped:
We were laying on this super uncomfortable fold out bed. We were watching “Kill Bill” and I had head on his chest just listening to his heartbeat. Knowing he was there was so comforting. Magically they went away. Having that feeling is more powerful than anything imaginable. Then we went to bed.
Sunday was depressing, it was my last day there. He and I went to Chili's and he told me his dad was coming down. His dad lives out of the area and he is going to spend time with him for the upcoming thanksgiving holiday. He hasn't seen his dad in two years so I can understand. It's like I am ok with sad moments that are understandable.
Sadly, The weekend ended. I was driving back home. I seen my gas gauge and I needed gas soon. Also, I had to go to the bathroom. I had several drinks at the Chili's before I left. I had the Internet Radio Streaming when I pulled into this truck stop/gas station. My first words "Oh shit". It was kind of ironic, I should have known from my intuition, "Lovegame"- Lady GaGa was Playing over my pandora. I went to the bathroom, ready to scream if needed. I made it in the bathroom no issues. I use the facilities I go out I see (the picture). I had to take a pic of it to send to blog about it. haha. I thought it was hilarious that "a guy" was added. As I did it. A man opened the door. He was like your stereotypical trucker. He did the whole "tongue side of the mouth". I froze. I love my mind. I am able to come up with things at the spar of the moment. After five seconds of shock, I took back control of my body and said "I'm Sorry, You can get none of this good stuff" and strutted myself out. Then ran! Then I was like DAMNIT! I have to pump gas. I swipe my credit card, thank god I was parked on the other side of the pump where you cant see from the door. I kept on peeping around the pump seeing if the dude was after me. Of course it was one of them slow pumps. I left and safely made it back home.
Funny enough, I think the last picture does not violate any of the "rules" set by "GWU".
Here is a picture of us. haha. People ask me all the time. "Why do you hide your bf's identity". First off, he isn't out to any of his close friends. I am protective over him (like, I don't want any bullshit drama from here to extend to him) and you all know how I am with being mysterious. Ask my step mom she thinks I just went down the road but drove to the beach. I don't tell her until i'm already there haha. Thats as close as your going to get for now. Check back for my next post. I think beau wants me to plug his friends youtube channel. I want to make sure before I do it though.
I am going to flat out say I CANNOT stand DIMENSIONS! We are forced to go to this seminar type thing where they are always saying a different message but meaning the same thing. The man today said "if any of you in here have not heard of the "god" thing look it up it kind of cool". Like seriously. I found it so sarcastic. Baptist School? and not knowing god. Yeah. Then I get so PISSED when someone speaks and they are like " I saved X when I was in [Place]". People brag about it. Keep in mind, I am christian and a believer but when you hear it too much it's just irritating.
Someone told me today "Im following you on twitter"... I said "Im not leading you". I do not use Twitter. I should get one though. For now, I currently do not have a twitter account.
Sorry for the typos and grammo's (I made it up). It's almost 3am.
With Love, Peace and Prayers
Justin
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