Saturday, April 24, 2010

Chapel Hill and Relationships


I didn’t understand,  The brand name Advil (Ibuprofen) was the same price as the Walgreens brand price.  Random moment.   
Today, I made it to UNC (University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill).   With with the intention on meeting someone and seeing how life is at bigger institutions. I don’t want it to seem like I am trashing this dude; I will be honest this dude is way more intelligent that I.  He is geared heavily toward school, i’m the one to take a semester off and “rest”.  I did originally take off of school because of a close family members health condition.  I am going through healthcare issues right now also.  Everyone at the school was literally running to be somewhere.  I am use to the laid back feeling at GWU.  
Before you ask,  I drove the Maxima 3 hours away, and can you believe it didn’t mess up at all.   The Maxima can go over 100mph (don’t ask).   I kind of made it 2 hours and 10mins.  I left, I got all the way to Concord Mills to get gas.   Car went 373 miles on one tank.  I drove 700 with beau even tho he drove back from the beach.    
I cant find my Flat Rate boxes and I don’t want to deal with the (bad word) lady at the post office.  
It just seems like I cannot find anyone that is compatible with me.   This is all I could think of on the way back home:
I dreamed a dream in time gone by 
When hope was high and life worth living 
I dreamed that love would never die 
I prayed that God would be forgiving 
Then I was young and unafraid 
And dreams were made and used and wasted 
There was no ransom to be paid 
No song unsung, no wine untasted 
But the tigers come at night 
With their voices soft as thunder 
As they turn your hope apart 
As they turn your dreams to shame 
And still I dream he’d come to me 
That we would live the years together 
But there are dreams that cannot be 
And there are storms we cannot weather 
I had a dream my life would be 
So different from the hell I’m living 
So different now from what it seemed 
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed
With Love, Peace and Prayers
Mr. Justin M