I Learned...

There are just something’s I will always conjecture.   There is never enough time for me to think.    My life has changed dramatically from where it once stood. 

I had time to cogitate; I am single and I am ready to talk.   I had to take some time to decipher some things.    I don’t remember the exact date, it happened around the time someone had a critical health issue in my family.  There is just one thing about it that I can’t understand.   There was no meltdown; it was like a mutual thing.   I did commit to him that would always remain friends with him, and I will not fall short of that.  It like it ended perfectly, I will admit I do miss him from time to time.   I don’t look back at it as a tragedy; I look back and realize how much I accomplished.   I stepped so far out of my comfort zone.  I lived a “teenager’s” life.   I did things, I would have said oh hell no a year ago.   I changed as a person; I was taught how to live a happy life.   I think it deserves a song.  Alive and Amplified- The Mooney Suzuki.   The song>>>> Right Click and open in a new window

Life right now it not at it’s best, but I am not about to let it bring it down.

But, I learned all things start with a dream.

So, What will I dream today?   

With Love, Peace and Prayers, 

Clueless.

So, what could I possibly be doing at 1am on a Tuesday night?,  I think it means I am bored as can be.  It reminds me of that song....  “I go walking after midnight- Patsy Cline”.

Let me go over today. 

My car needed a new battery somehow a “cell” went out in it.   Well we had just got it,  Went to the AutoZone,  I had to take my computer because,  I only keep critical documents everything else is PDF’ed and saved and backed up.  I had to carry that battery in, I about died doing that.    Weight to volume ratio was bad and I had to get a cart.   Anyway, I am with my “assistant” and she was doing her thing.  The man tried to do this thing where he would keep the battery for a few hours and charge it and I come back.  I said “If you think I am leaving here with no battery you crazy, if you think I am leaving here with the same battery you need help.  Now, lets look at the reciept,  it says 24 Months Product Replacement.”   I said “I got the battery in July and its January that is about six months.”  I got my new battery.  haha. 

Then I went out to lunch.  I love the Cracker Barrel while waiting for the food, I was on the phone with Gaston Eye Associates.   They do not cover one of my insurances and don’t accept my particular plan they to accept. 

I love the CB.   They got this grilled chicken with cheese and bacon. 

After that I went to the Verizon Store to change my plan and pay my bill.  I have a good friend who works there.  I love her to death.   I switched to the unlimited calling plan.  

I went to office max, the cheapest paper shredder is $44!  It’s tax time it’s time to shred documents.  I never throw away paper with an account number on it or my SSN.   People NEVER carry your SSN= SOCIAL SECURITY CARD in your wallet or purse keep it in a safe place.   If your wallet/purse/murse or hooker purse gets stolen your identity is gone with it.  I couldn’t decide on a printer because they like all do the same thing. 

I got the Brokeback Mountain Soundtrack...I love the acoustical songs.   

I am going to create a Amazon Wish list for you all b/c my birthday is in March so you can get proper financing (if needed) haha.  

Someone in my super extended family died and they just had her service today.   I just know she was 6 and got meningitis and died and it basically the decision came down to “unplug” her because she was showing no brain waves.  She was my step mom’s mother sisters grandchild.

With Love Peace and Prayers

Justin

2010

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

11:39 P.M.  

I wrote other blogs, but they were “lost” because I never could finish them.    Eventually I will post them with the right date so check back for updates.  

The first thing I want to say is... I thank god I made it this far.   2010!  Today is day number 7,227 of me being alive.   It will likely change by the time I post this blog.   (7,228 now) haha

I want to take a moment and reflect on 2009.  Normally, I don’t look back at the past but I see it now as a learning experience and why not go back look at the great things in mind that came true .  

1. Falling in love and Resulting in a relationship.   Hands down I couldn’t predict this. There are many accolades to this.   I remember our first date at Scarowinds and our first kiss. (my “lifestyle” has a benefit at GWU... hah)  
2. Became Unleashed-  Stepping out of my comfort zone- I can attribute this to number one.  I have never traveled out of my area alone.  I traveled out of state and over 700 miles in a weekend (both ways). I have done things that I look back and am like “OMG!”
3. I had no car accidents or tickets.  haha!   (I have never had a accident that was my fault)
4. I survived a serious health condition and made a 100% recovery. I will give Caromont Health- GMH Emergency Department-  a thumbs up. I am here because of them.   
5. Helping the homeless and my GWU orientation Freshman-  They were awesome.  
6. Opened up to different lifestyles and different people. 
7. “My little girl has grown up.... (tear)”....  Don’t ask haha.  

I have great things in mind for 2010.   I will 20 in less than 3 months!.   (Remember that).    

Love, Peace and Prayers,

Mr. Justin A. Morgan