I have to say I am at the happiest point of my life since I can remember; I have everything I want that is priceless. I am in a relationship with my dear “beau”. It has to be true love. I went back and seen my blog and pictures, I was typing about how my life sucked. I am not typing about how nice things are going.
We first started talking on August 10th 2009
Started a Relationship on October 16th 2009
I don’t like looking back, nor do I like bringing up personal info. I kept a blog on another website, Exactly two years on August 9th – 11th 2007, I was writing about my depression and anxiety. I was struggling with my inner self. Just reading, I would talk about my medications and issues.
A year ago on August 9th 2008. I was blogging about the book, called "The Purpose Driven Life". It was day 2 and I was blogging about how god has had a plan for me before I was created. On that day, I accepted the past and decided to live in the present.
Now look at me now! I wake up every morning thinking about my love, I wake up to a Text Message "Good Morning Baby Bear". Until recently I had my life planned out. I had trouble readjusting to things. I know now, that my future is unknown. I love it. I love not knowing! I love him.
Even though our first conversation he asked if I was a hoe? I just found this haha. It was a typo though haha. The Subject was "hey there" the message was "hoe are you?"
Some people have noticed my pendant/necklace cross and it has words on it. It is the Serenity Prayer. It got me through everything and when times are tough just saying that will empower you. (bold is what is on the necklace)
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
That truly has made me who I am.
Love Peace and Prayers
Justin M.
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