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Im sitting here in New Testament, it’s 11:31am. I am kind of saddened about somethings. Yet somehow anger is starting to instill in me. Isn’t that how it goes, sadness then anger?.
I can explain it with a friendly kids story < oh yeah haha
[ ] = I had to stop and do something
Now, I wrote this straight off of my mind and I didn’t have time to proofread it yet.
The Story of Mr. Meow.
That is a good example of what is going on right now. I am starting to get mad/defensive over my cat now. I want to make sure the outside influences that may hurt it stay away. You know how a cat works though, it wonders in the night, fight when it needs.
[Leaving Class] -11:40am
[Im back] - 12:13pm
[Lissa called] - 12:15pm
[Resumed- 12:24pm]
Mr. Meow is loving but makes you work for his affection. Mr. Meow is a fighter, he has near death experiences. I sit and watch Mr. Meow live in the moment, live in the river of life of laughter. Watching his starling life puts a smile on my face.
Recently Mr. Meow was hurt rather bad. It was tragic, he was leaping into uncharted territories and got hit by a Semi. I prayed: “May his will be done, I shall not dwell on the sadness of life, for I should live in peace and harmony”. (I honestly wrote that, I should be a preacher!!!!)
Miraculously, He was came out without major afflictions. He is now more cautious about his surroundings. If anything/anyone comes in his “danger-zone” he will react. Biologically, It’s his own body’s defense system going into fight-or-flight mode. His breathing will get heavy, thoughts of every probable out come are assessed, alarmed of the worst possible thought; his body reacts.
Well the same situation is coming up again. Having dealt with something similar, he knows there is no use to get sad and depressed. Instead he knows how to treat it with care. When the issues flare up between the semi and himself he knows how to push it off. Well Mr. Meow does not get sad or anxious when something is going wrong. Instead he get tired of hearing stuff that stresses him out. Eventually, anger will instill in him. When the something along the lines of a semi or an accident come up, “thoughts of controversy come up”.
Today, Mr. Meow was faced with a super issue that caused him anger immediately. First of all the topic came up about the accident came up. Mr. Meow still hasn’t disregarded the incident as being harmful.
Well, Mr. Meow is outraged of the possibility that someone he loves, is going away and going to in threatening environment. There is no way in hell Mr. Meow can live with that daily stress wondering if the integrity of the relationship is still in tact.
Preliminary arrangements have got Mr. Meow on edge, he is showing no sympathy, he is wondering why in the hell was this brought up to him. Was he suppose to be cool about it and continue and let his love go live in threatening environment, that will severely risk or end their relationship?
Mr. Meow is clueless, don’t know what to think or what to say. He is in love, what is there to do when nothing is to be done?
(Mr. Meow is my feeling/emotions)
The story will continue.
[1:06pm]
Oh yeah, I forgot it was a children's book excuse the language oops. Like they have never heard it before. I mean kids are basically reading porn, I have seen the anime section at Barnes and Noble; there are some risqué stuff in them.
Here are the final words for this blog, Basically what I have to say.
It's not that unusual
When everything is beautiful
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
The sky knows when it's time to snow
Don't need to teach a seed to grow
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
Life is like a gift, they say
Wrapped up for you everyday
Open up, and find a way
To give some of your own
Isn't it remarkable?
Like every-time a raindrop falls
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
The birds in winter have their fling
And always make it home by spring
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
When you wake up everyday
Please don't throw your dreams away
Hold them close to your heart
'Cause we are all a part
It seems so exceptional
That things work out after all
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
The sun comes out and shines so bright
And disappears again at night
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today
With Love Peace and Prayers
Justin
[1:15 pm]
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