You think you know me.?

Somethings have came up.   I have started so many blogs but just pushed the red button and “Don’t Save”.   

I have been rather sick recently,  I think I am feeling better;  I warrant that because I was overwhelmed with anxiety.  I hope to get the cause of that particular anxiety attack fixed. 

I know one thing, I am terrified of change.  At this point right now, I know change is inevitable.  I suppose I can live 2009 the same. In 2010 there are some major life choices I am going to have to make.  If things are shitty,  I would rather them remain than risk it ruining something.   I have never had to step out make a bold change.  My life has remained consistent throughout 2009.   I have been truly blessed.  

In 2010 I will turn 20!  Just thinking about it,  I honestly think “How did I make it this far”?   Back through the years I was faced with healthcare issues where my life was on the line.  There is a reason I am here to breath this moment.  I know what I have to do with my life. 

I take this stance.  I know god will not put nothing in front of me that that I cannot handle.   So 2010...  Bring it on..

With Love, Peace and Prayers

I got skills with the scanner :]  haha