Morning Thoughts.

I am up at 6:42 am.    Not really sure what to talk about.   

I sat somewhere earlier this week and faced reality. In the parking lot of a Wal-Mart.  I know what needs to be done to make me happy.  It came out perfectly, someone talking to be and Shutter Island.   I took the plot from that movie how DiCaprio was “living as someone who he wasn’t”.  I sit and look through my glasses looking for perfection.  I never found it, to say the least.  Then I realized, i’m wearing glasses because I can’t see perfection.  

So, I placed super high standards for myself.  I do not intend to let them down.   I am just changing how I see them.  I learned a lot from “iBeauprofen”.   

Funny story,  I was wearing my Abercrombie and Fitch shirt and the lid was not closed all the way on my latte and it got all over.  I got so pissed I chucked it at the trash and there was a person over there.   I was like oops my bad.  (he worked there).

I have been saying I cannot find that “thing”, the best way to describe it is.  That thing. That moment. You kiss someone and it's like the world around you gets all hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this other person and you know that one person is the person you're meant to be kissing for the rest of your life. And for that one moment you've been given this amazing gift and you want to laugh and cry at the same time because you're so lucky you found it, and so scared that it will all go away.  Sadly, I don’t think I have found it.  

Good Morning All!   

Justin  M