Monday, March 29, 2010

I think I found "it."

I used to write all the time and the start of a new blog was about being in my first real real relationship.  I knew it was real,  as we were departed I got very emotional.  I was in Love.  I learned what it felt like to be in love.   I’m sure the person who I dated wouldn't mind me saying this.  I learned there were differences, between us and the world.   I am still good friends with him.   We had a little commitment.  It took place at a blockbuster in a Nissan Altima  We were to be one together (a monogamous)  and if we broke up we would still be friends.   I stand on that end of my commitment.  It will always remain just friends.  Hell, he is still one of my best friends.   I stepped out of my “sheltered christian university life:”I wanted to do live a normal teenage life before I aged. then I came back down to  We broke up on good terms.   It took a moment to get over.  
I am still not working,  my doctor still I am to.   I wish I could have taken that 911 job.  My doctor was like Hell No, that would be too much on me.  So I work at home for my family.


The reason I am writing this,  as you know I never told who I dated or was talking to after all this time I think I might have found someone who is genuinely themselves we share a lot in common all the way down to the roots for our liking of Coldplay.  I honestly quiver when I get a SMS or an get on my mind finally, someone has stepped forward. I’m ready to embark
Love Peace and Prayers
J.A.M

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